Vision for Change

was going through my folders and found this, thought id share

I think that:


you dream from left to right and you manifest from right to left... in the midpoint, is true happieness

so happiness is somewhere in the middle betwwen dreams and reality lol



my own personal hell, and why i am here, and how i can break free..


gee the moon is beautiful tonight,

I think that if we all create our own hells, and life IS hell,
then the hell we all create for yourselves out of the bricks we make in life..

but why did I choose to use cement, why not marble, why not gold, why not love, why not helping others?...

because how can I have love in my heart for others when i dont have in in my heart for me...
its like a coldness.. when you look deep inside our yourself, and see how rotton you have treated yourself....
all becuase you dont love yourself for one or more reasons... (depending oun your past expierences)
so I am letting go of my past, for I am renewed, reborn....
I love myself, i dont feel the coldness anymore, only the coldness from the draft in my window,
which is also carrying with it devine light from God , God by the way is all around me too :)
he says HI ... He Loves me, so oooooo now wait, here we go............

the love of the lord....... If I dont love myself...and we all are "god" ....then I would venture to say that...
loving myself would be to have the love of the lord, and Joy...
lord, God, I want that love in my life.... I want to share it with others,
I want to love others as you love me, then I can use marble, or gold, yes those will be my bricks...
I will make magnificent bricks and make cement ones no more, for the cement bricks have no life in them...
and i will make a wonderful life, yes this will be my new heaven,