Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Jan 22 update

I know I havent updated in a while, Ive been busy.. Shooting and editing video, Researching video.. and working on a few other projects.. Im kinda nervous about my DR's appt tomorrow.. I have a friend going with me because I am not good with expressing things and I would probably get it all wrong..

not feeling as good as I should be. having trouble focusing, and even during conversations I loose my train of thought... or I would say things in the wrong context and give people the wrong idea of what I really want to say... so for the past week ive sorta avoided important conversations because of this.. my sister, my friends, .... this is not me.. i feel like a clod..

I've been off my medication for 3 weeks now, couldnt get it renewed because you have to see the dr every 6 months.. I had to take off saturday, sunday and monday , did so at the advice of a friend because she observed things that I didnt even notice..

im sleepy alot and spacey... Im glad I have someone to go with me because I wouldnt know how to explain all this to the DR, I have trouble even talking to her about it because the words fail...

she has been helping me eat healthier and i feel alot better, but i know i have a long way to go

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